Opening again and again into ecstacy now, calling in the healing of my back heart ache stiff tense crack pain portal...i inhale in oxygen prana expansion, I exhale a soft ancient sound...ready to dance future mind...ready to surrender to what’s there behind...and psyched to bring it all back home into this now time. My dancing companion T and I kundalini danced our heart chakra journey this morning before the rain. She came itching at the xiphoid process, the “lower” heart chakra gateway and I was presencing into my upper back pain (still present, but expanding, offering a glimpse into the deep gateway of this center of consiousness, anahata). Freshly wrapped sage with delicate strong bright peacock feathers...she came armed with goddess tools. Charging our shakti bowls and meowing to start, we yearned to softly move earth energy blended with our sexual kundalini fire, into our heart reservoir. Aahhhh. And when the window opened, we individually danced the collective chaotic poetic rain dance of our heart’s desire, witnessing the fire, the fear, the mistrust, the ecstasy, the joy, the poignant stories drifting in an out, and ohhahhhhhyaaooooohhhhhhaahahahaha...embracing shadow and freeing into its gift of the now. Who are you? We danced beyond words and completed with a shamanic crystal healing psychic surgery at the heart. And then, who are you, we alternately asked as we gazed left eye to left eye, allowing the shapeshifting physical to be our guide into SEEING what iz primed to be seen and tapping into the rainbow expansive love essence beneath it. I am safe to be. I am safe to share my wisdom. I am born innocent. Innocent heart, trusting intuition and working with supportive sisters friends, calling in the tribe, to remember our witchy skills, reclaim our connection to the “invisible,” and celebrate this inter-dimensional earth walk together... free to be tantric warrioresses...free to see fairies and invisible light helper beings...free to cry out...ancient grief...in ecstatic rapture...and free to be seen!
I am Aote, moon cycling and riding the rifts of Shakti’s raindance jazz, as I settle into the sunny-then-rainy afternoon, post ecstatic dance activation of solar plexus chakra. Smiled, breathed, alchemized, and died my daily ego death with two fiery goddesses...one a sculptor and the other, she rides bikes like lightning. Collaborative sound-exploration of thought-form portals to ecstatic awakening, we are calling in our goddess tribe to heal the tragic and reveal the magik within us. As above, so below, and in every direction and dimension, I lift the vibration of my inner sol to express my power as love. As individuals and collectively, we unleashed (with gentle pride) our electric swords of light, cutting the corded attachments to false identities, people, places, relationships that can’t fit in with our new higher vibrations. Time to reclaim my power as my own. Time to return the power to those i have taken it from. So mote it be! IT IS TIME TO DANCE AGAIN. . .
I’m feeling the light of the near full moon opening opening entering my heart’s desire and expanding my heart link to all life on the planet and beyond. Feet and toes pressing into the earth, in gratitude and ecstatic connection with nature’s magic, I am softening and activating my fiery feline dragon sol, receptive to the collective collaboration. Auspicious is this time as we await, witness, realize this divine shift and intense birthing of the mother, our planet Earth. Humble to the mystery and gently steadily focused on sharing my soul’s gifts, now is the time to clear my resistance and let courage in speaking my truth be my new paradigm. Aho it is so.